like theres this my bestfriend she is really cool and awesome like so today she asked me whether i am okay is everything going alright i had once told her i am insecure about my body face teeth and i have anxiety so like today when she asked me i want to shout to her that i am not okay everything's not alright i want someone to hug me and it's okay i am here for i wanted to say to her i have fucking social anxiety i feel left out when i am with you guys but she being a great friend always tried to include me and i feel like i want to die sometimes everything i even messaged her i was going to say it but i couldn't i couldn't help but feel like i will be a burde she will just see me as a attention seeker a fucking worthless piece of shit I cantt it's just too much for me i want to screem my hearts out but i can't ajdjrkekdmsnowlwjfjrieowlbfndndnahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it's too overwhelming