I dont know for how long I would feel this emotinal and mental pain
blissfulorange2
this too shall pass dear.... I had also gone through this phase... not properly came out of the situation.. but better than before
ardentorange7
But when I am just exhausted
blissfulorange2
very soon dear
ardentorange7
How did you came out of this zone?
blissfulorange2
dear I also tried many things.... many times I thought nothing is working to get out of the situation.... m also just like everyone..... but I always keeps pushing me... I have hope in Evrything... I just don't want to be a looser...
ardentorange7
Thats nice I just have to be patient and hope that everything will be okay one day
ardentorange7
Thank you soo much for sharing this even I like to hear podcast and love to do dance
ardentorange7
And like to spend time alone with nature or open sky or plants
ardentorange7
morning is very good time for me but at night and in day I dont know what happen to me and my mind keeps on reminding me about my past anf at night I just cry
ardentorange7
But I am scared of my birthday because I will get all the memories back in my head on my birthday and I will really miss that person on that day thats why I dont wanna celebrate my birthday
ardentorange7
But all are coming on my birthday like my family members and friends are excited but I really dont feel to celebrate that day
ardentorange7
hi chinmay
ardentorange7
But I dont know why but I am scared that if I will cry on day just because I will miss that person in front of my dear ones I dont know how should I control my tears
ardentorange7
No I dont have any sleep problems because when u cry more I sleep more
ardentorange7
I mean when I cry more I get a good sleep and I dont wake up early
ardentorange7
But what if they will ask me reason for my crying?
ardentorange7
Yes but I only have one of my friend and she leaved in other state
ardentorange7
I cant even imagine of telling them they will feel really bad
ardentorange7
no but they will not understand and they will feel bad about me and even I dont wanna make them sad because of me