I've just been to school and on our first subject i was called for a recitation. I immediately experience Panic Attacks i didn't answer the question properly, i run out the room and proceed to our restroom, i cried as my body's still shaking

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farshy756 · Answer

hi

farshy756 · Answer

has this ever happened before?

anonymous100 · Answer

no just now

anonymous100 · Answer

and like on our second subject I've experienced it again

anonymous100 · Answer

And i'm the leader of a group activity, we all failed because I can't focus i'm literally Dissapointed in myself

farshy756 · Answer

for how long it lasted?

farshy756 · Answer

don't be disappointed in yourself, things like these happened, you didn't do anything intentionally, it's not your fault.

anonymous100 · Answer

it lasted for som. minutes then it's back again

farshy756 · Answer

did you face any breathing problems or blurred vision?

anonymous100 · Answer

no because literally I'm so sad because my group mate's failed, i mean it's okay if i'm the only one who failed

anonymous100 · Answer

Yes because i have Asthma and i have poor eyesight.

farshy756 · Answer

but you didn't do anything intentionally, don't be so hard on yourself.

anonymous100 · Answer

are you a real person?

anonymous100 · Answer

it's my first time using this apk

anonymous100 · Answer

i don't know what i'm doing

anonymous100 · Answer

how old are you?

farshy756 · Answer

yeah I am a real person, why you think I am not?

farshy756 · Answer

I am 18

anonymous100 · Answer

because it's a random apk i literally never heard before

farshy756 · Answer

but people you meet here are real people, I have been using this app for a while.

anonymous100 · Answer

i have a question, if you don't literally have appetite for days and felt like u will puked if u eat. is this an eating disorderm

farshy756 · Answer

are you insecure about your body?

anonymous100 · Answer

But school is not only my problem, My Family literally pressure me .. they say things like oh look at ur cousin she have high grades u should be inspired and when my dad knew i'm out of the honors students he literally called me dumb, i fucking cried for hours

anonymous100 · Answer

I'm insecure about my physical appearance, like i don't even have a sport and my friends have one i felt like they looked down on me now.

farshy756 · Answer

is this the reason you don't have appetite for days?

anonymous100 · Answer

no, I don't think soo, I don't know༼;´༎ຶ ۝ ༎ຶ༽

anonymous100 · Answer

u know i'm fucking Asian sooo please i'm so sick of this toxicity

farshy756 · Answer

do you have any digestive problems?

anonymous100 · Answer

and My friends ,i just knew they betrayed me, and when they find out what happened earlier thwy don't even do a shit!

anonymous100 · Answer

no i don't have one, i literally eat a lot but now I canty

farshy756 · Answer

for any reason you are avoiding food?

anonymous100 · Answer

it started when i skip a breakfast cause i'm late for school cause like if i go passed 6:30 A.M i'm late and they we're so strict , I'm gonna go to a guidance office for it

anonymous100 · Answer

i woke up at 5:00 AM!!!!!!!

anonymous100 · Answer

then i didn't noticed i'm doing it everyday

farshy756 · Answer

so you are afraid of being late that's what causing you to skip breakfast?

anonymous100 · Answer

and i'm so bad at math, our teacher literally so fast on explaining and when we ask questions som. of our classmates would tease us for not understanding it, like it's literally messed up!!!

anonymous100 · Answer

yes , because I don't want to go at the guidance office

anonymous100 · Answer

and i'm the one who need to cook my food .. if i  wanted to eat breakfast i should wake up at 4😭 my family woke up late

anonymous100 · Answer

and when i'm late my parents would say 'you should be more independent, you act so slow! '

anonymous100 · Answer

please i felt like i needed a therapist but i'm literally so broke and i'm keeping my money for damn Glasses.. because if my parents would say I'm just dramatic for being mentally unstable

anonymous100 · Answer

i study at a Catholic Private School, so i need to go to mass every sunday too for attendance 😭

anonymous100 · Answer

and i have a friend , i have anger issues, i didn't talk to her abt this cause she'll have a hard time again being a therapist friend and i don't like that i'm the reason why she's being stressed.. i'm hard on her sometimes so i felt guilty

anonymous100 · Answer

i mean i'm not complaining for going to mass, it's just that i wanted to have som. rest too😭

anonymous100 · Answer

i attempted suicide 3 times

anonymous100 · Answer

please tell me if u can't handle me , cause i'm telling u I can't even handle myself anymore.

farshy756 · Answer

hey calm down, take a deep breath

anonymous100 · Answer

i don't want to go to school tomorrow I'm so sooo embarrassed of what i did, what if they think i'm so fucking Dumb!!!!!!!!!!

anonymous100 · Answer

and if i failed again I'm soo fucked up!!!!!!!!

anonymous100 · Answer

should i go study more!??

farshy756 · Answer

you have nothing to handle, you are a normal person with problems and you are just looking for solutions, their is nothing more than that, don't think so low of yourself.

anonymous100 · Answer

do you want to know how old i am?

anonymous100 · Answer

I'M FUCKING 15 I ATTEMPTED SUCIDE AT 14!!!! ISN'T THAT FUCKING SUCKS I'M SO YOUNG  I'm the eldest daughter, first grandchild and Niece the pressure is all on me!!!!!!!!!!

farshy756 · Answer

no, you shouldn't study right now, take rest because you are going through a lot, your body needs rest, physically and mentally, do things you enjoy, listen to your favourite and go for a walk, watch some cute videos.

farshy756 · Answer

my goodness, at 15, your right that's really to young for you, I can understand being the eldest sibling.

anonymous100 · Answer

how can i do that, we have a quiz tomorrow , we literally have quiz yesterday too 😭 please i don't know what to do now

farshy756 · Answer

how much have you learned of that quiz?

anonymous100 · Answer

see? I'm just 15!!!! and i'm experiencing all this stuff . i literally have breakdowns like everyday

anonymous100 · Answer

well i knew som. stuff about the quiz, but It's sucks cause Sometimes there's a time limit with no ereasures

anonymous100 · Answer

i wanna' go to another school but ofc my parents won't let me and i have no choice they're the one's paying my school stuff

farshy756 · Answer

what's the time their?

anonymous100 · Answer

7:55 i didn't eat dinner

farshy756 · Answer

eat dinner first because you are going to need energy and which subjects test it is?

anonymous100 · Answer

i sometimes wake up at 3 or 4 Am to review and at 5 Am i will go take a shower and go to school , but for now i literally need someone to talk to, like i don't wanna' have breakdowns again

farshy756 · Answer

what you want talk about?

anonymous100 · Answer

the subject is Filipino, i lived in the Philippines, and it's kinda' hard with the words that like sounds similar and also their meaning.. but i reviewed yesterday so i think i can handle it for now, but I'll review later

anonymous100 · Answer

I wanna' talk about if imo going to school tomorrow cause i'm literally embarrassed, i feel like everyone is judging me for what i did a while ago, and they might think i dumb right now.. I DON'T WANNA GO ANYMORE I WANAAAAA DISAPPEAR!!!!!

farshy756 · Answer

just give your best, girl, I know your parents will be disappointed if you don't score an A grade, but I am here for you and I know your struggles and how much you worked hard, so don't put pressure on yourself.

anonymous100 · Answer

YK I ALWAYS SAY LIKE LIVING IS HARD CUZ .. UR BORN , STUDY FOR LIFE, AND DIE... LIKE WHAT'S THE FUCKING POINT OF LIVING!!! I CAN'T EVEN ENJOY SCHOOL

anonymous100 · Answer

are you from America?

farshy756 · Answer

no

anonymous100 · Answer

where u from?

farshy756 · Answer

india

anonymous100 · Answer

do you know how jealous are we as Filipinos, like u people from other countries literally have the best school life!! u can even hang out all night.. like here we have a curfew which all people needed to be inside their home at 9 or ur goin' to jail.. and strict parents

anonymous100 · Answer

we can't experience those school Fair and stuff

farshy756 · Answer

girl, it's the same here also, I literally stay in my house forever.

farshy756 · Answer

and sometimes I have to study for like 13-15 hours, I have been through your phase.

anonymous100 · Answer

LmfaooOo like u wanted to do those aesthetics where you and ur friends go to park at night and take vids, it sounds fun and sucks

anonymous100 · Answer

so we're both Asian😭

anonymous100 · Answer

plssdd i thought ur from States HAHAHA

anonymous100 · Answer

WHAT'S ur goal on being here on this apk?

farshy756 · Answer

girl, let me tell you something, their is a famous quote about India, 'whatever you say about India, the opposite is also true', here some privileged people can get whatever they want without any hardwork, and their are also people like us who live the same life as you.

farshy756 · Answer

I have severe anxiety and panic attacks, so I vent about my problems here.

anonymous100 · Answer

Do you know what SUCKS more? our education System here.. like they have high standards for employees but they give the bare minimum of Salaries

anonymous100 · Answer

ohh my g!! now i don't think i'm a freak, cause i knew som. people are struggling too

farshy756 · Answer

your right, they don't even pay us a liveable amount.

anonymous100 · Answer

nurses salaries for a month is 6,957.06 Indian Rupee, like girl u studied ur ass of and pay expensive stuff for school and u get that a month???!!??

anonymous100 · Answer

That's why a lot of people here go abroad for work because our government sucks!!!

anonymous100 · Answer

and u gotta pay those expensive bills

farshy756 · Answer

yeah even I am planning to go abroad for my further studies.

anonymous100 · Answer

i wanna go Abroad too, but i can't even socialized in a city here, like literally I don't know how to commute, my family forbid me to see the world lmfaoo💀😭

anonymous100 · Answer

my family owned Lands in our small province , they worked in the government and my aunts are Architect, and Nurse in Saudi which now u understand why i'm pressured as hell!

farshy756 · Answer

I can sort of relate, I haven't been out of my house for years.

anonymous100 · Answer

i don't know how to commute I'm goin' college in two years , how can i survive 😭 im on 4th year highschool and as i said our education system sucks, they added extra 2yrs for us to study before going to college so then we will graduate at 25 or more

farshy756 · Answer

that's bad to hear, 😔😥😨

anonymous100 · Answer

i don't even know what to get on college 😭 I didn't figured out yet what i'm good at༼;´༎ຶ ۝ ༎ຶ༽

anonymous100 · Answer

yea it's so fucking bad!!! we're gonna go old studying and die

farshy756 · Answer

girl, you have nothing to figure out, you will do what you're parents want you to because they are paying the college fees. you are asian, don't forget that.

farshy756 · Answer

sorry if that was mean

anonymous100 · Answer

Yes it's sucks

farshy756 · Answer

damn, it's amazing to have conversations with you, you're cool girl.

anonymous100 · Answer

i need to study now🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️

farshy756 · Answer

all the best for your quiz, bye.

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