why so

all life has given me shit from the last two years , there's just so much goin on and inbetween everything im loosing myself . it feels like there's no end to this

like what bad happened

it can seem so but it can change

I've been putting endless efforts in getting into college from the past two years , it may not seem like a big issue to others but trust me man, it killing , its like the more effort i put the distant my goal goes . im unable to get into one freaking college since two' years . every effort goes simply into vain . now I'm just tired and frustrated and unmotivated

which college and what u want to study

there' isn't one particular college man I'm applying in everything i can get my hands on (thats under our budget ofc)and also I'm from the medical field *sighs

i think u should chose one thing and work with all your focus so u can prepare better

if u truly love something never stop working and giving your all

always expect the best outcome

ahhhan dear lazycamel....failure dosn't mean u are someone with less worth ...failure mans u r trying ...you are working hard ....hear me ...instead of lossing hope every time u fail think this what wasthe reason i failed this time ....and don't let that mistake happen next time u try ....every failure brings you a new experience and a new solution for problem which takes you step closer to success......what i believe is ''jo try krta hai vahi fail hota hai ....jisne mehnat hi nhi ki voh kya hi fail hoga pass honatoh chodo hi ....ifu are failing then my dear one day when u will succed u will know true value of happiness of success ....and that day you will celebrate it with a full heart ....DON'T GIVE UP KEEP ON TRYING