I'm a 21 year old and I've been attending a church for years now my pastor is 24 we've had a mutual connection but we're always given each other space we started dating privately since March because we both hate rumours Things are not working out between us anymore tho I love him soo much but I respect people's space because he's not giving me the attention he is to give me I decided to stop going to the church for a month now so I could get him out of my heart I went to church and seeing him I realised what I feel for him is deep and I've grown unconditional love for the church He told me there was a lady he was dating before he proposed to me and the lady helped him financially before he decided to break up with her but I witnessed there is some closeness between them when I went yesterday Everything is draining me soo much I cried all night Please I need everyone's advice on what to do🙏🙏🙏😣😣😣😥😥😰😰