farshy im scared of my life that i fear talking to anyone not because i dont want to talk but im too sensitive amd during talking i fear awkward pauses and other start thinking im having ego or anything like that
i dont think i deserve to be in this world
i dont know myself who i am and why i should live
even if i had friends i font know why after sometime i get feeling of detachment and slowly they start to disaapear
only one thing i know is that im not made for this
anyone knows is yhere any solution for this thinking that everyone including my family will leave me
please talk to me
im getting bad feelings right now
calm down, whatever you are thinking is not true, remember thoughts are not facts.
you are afraid that people might leave you, if you show them your true self but you have to understand that people who leave for being who you are don't deserve to be in your life in the first place.
you are really nice person
about being sensitive and awkward during conversations, a lot of people are like that, you are not alone and this issue can be worked upon, don't stop yourself from forming meaningful relationships, their are people to whom you are very precious. you will meet them, just don't lose hope.