every time i think about my parents and at the end my parents says i should die. something i feel too that i should just die there is no reason to live this life

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alertchile0 · Answer

But there is no reason for you to die either. Whatever people say or whatever the circumstances are at the end you have you. Please don't let anyone make you feel like this. Make yourself strong enough

guiltystork0 · Answer

I'm not saying  my parents didn't do nothing for me they do everything that they can do for me but in the end if something happens like argument or fight they count  every thing they do for me . i it worthy of them doing everything they can do and they count those things I'm there child and every parents do everything for their childrens

guiltystork0 · Answer

my mom's words hurts me the most she was like i should just die

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

first of all you should not feel this way and just think and write down some good point about yourself and read it loud that will make you feel better.

guiltystork0 · Answer

but I'm my own parents will say such things how I'm going to feel good

guiltystork0 · Answer

she says every fight happens because i speak

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

talk to your friends

guiltystork0 · Answer

i don't have friends

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

then talk to us

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

I will listen to you

guiltystork0 · Answer

every time i post some thing here related to my worries and problems now a days hardly some one will answer me

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

okay

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

just say I am listening to you

guiltystork0 · Answer

i just don't feel right you know i accept they do alot of me and my brother but even were we had a fight or argument  my mom will count every thing she do for me even if she's buying a clothes for me she I'll be like you buy this much amount of clothes and you have buy this and that and now a days even we're we had fight in our house she every time says this that this fight is happening because of me

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

okay chill

guiltystork0 · Answer

even though I'm not at fault stiil and every blame will be on my head and it's makes me so angry

guiltystork0 · Answer

and frustrating

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

don't let yourself get frustrated that easily

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

okay

guiltystork0 · Answer

but every time she says this fight is happening because you speak or because of you this is happening

guiltystork0 · Answer

now I'm at a point if one more time she'll say this thing i swear I'm going to run away from this house

guiltystork0 · Answer

i just don't feel living this life my times

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

running away is not the solution buddy

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

whenever you feel down just do something which you are really interested at

guiltystork0 · Answer

you know when i didn't do a job my mom was like you do nothing and now when i have started a job she's like i don't let you do any house work before i have a little time in making dinner because i make dinner so now she has this problem just tell me were should i go what should I do like I'm not doing a job is a problem when I do Job is a problem

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

oohoo

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

okay let her say what she wants to

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

and sometimes do something which will make Her feel proud of you just for a day

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

just try to do want she wants from you

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

for a day

guiltystork0 · Answer

you it's hurting me when i think about them this much i may not able to express my love towards my parents because it's not my nature but my parents is my everything i put them first

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

and observe the changes she have

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

sorry if something offended you

guiltystork0 · Answer

but when they says such things it's really hurts me i just feel like right now what should I just do so this will just done in once over forever

guiltystork0 · Answer

i used to afraid of going out but she wants me to do a job so I started a job now what else i do she wake up early then me so she do half work by then i do help as much as i can do but still she'll be like  i just do this and nothing

guiltystork0 · Answer

her fight with me and my brother is different and that makes me feel like he is more important for her and my father too

guiltystork0 · Answer

no matter what I'll do for them I'll always will be not good enough for them and that's i have experience

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

it's not like that for parents their children are equally important

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

they don't love you less than your brother

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

why don't you try to distract yourself with some other activities

guiltystork0 · Answer

i just hope tomorrow I'll go for Job and want come home back

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

you will

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

come back because as you said earlier you love your parents

guiltystork0 · Answer

i hope I'll just die

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

no

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

dieing is not the solution for this

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

please listen

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

to some good music

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

try meditation in the morning

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

that will make you feel better

guiltystork0 · Answer

i don't have any hope you know for whom I want to do alot of things want to make their lifes better they are the once is saying me to die it's hurting like hell

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

you are trying your best yes or no

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

when you go to your work place tomorrow try to talk to you collegue

guiltystork0 · Answer

I'm New their and plus i don't believe somebody easily in my life because I have many bitter experience

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

it's okay if you are new their

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

people will listen to you

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

if you fail once it's not like you will fail everytime

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

so give it a shot

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

and try to talk to your colleagues

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

okay

guiltystork0 · Answer

I'll try and thanks for talking to me i feel much better as i vent out what ever is bothering me

guiltystork0 · Answer

yeah

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

Goodluck

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

for tomorrow

guiltystork0 · Answer

thanks but still i don't want to come home back

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

you have too

peacefulsalt2 · Answer

do you feel better?

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