well i generally feel low but occasinaly feel better with nice company
want2liv
hlw
want2liv
so what's the thing going on with u now?
clarke34
to be true im feeling very low and and bad
adventuresomeguy
what kind of depressions your facing?
clarke34
im very upset with my self
want2liv
is there any particular reason behind this feeling
want2liv
why
clarke34
hii adventuresomeguy
clarke34
yes very solid one
want2liv
can u tell
clarke34
but need some motivation
clarke34
yes can i explain in detail
want2liv
yes sure. will support u
clarke34
because i want proper guidance
want2liv
will try my best to help u
clarke34
so basically i feel very sleepy and sad thinking about heavy emotions of past memories and also due to resistance of not letting go im not feeling good and just distracted
clarke34
i take relations too seriously and consider as a last resort to live
clarke34
can you guide me
want2liv
i can understand what u r going through
adventuresomeguy
what's your profession ?
want2liv
first of u should not depend upon anyone else for love care nd attention u need
clarke34
i very muxh like to do things with my pace but when others pressurize me through verbal or emotional abuse i start taking it to heart
want2liv
there's no one who can understand u better than ur own self. so try to love urself first. do things what makes u happy
clarke34
and i fear of letting go of my relations
clarke34
how can someone love themaelves when they themselves want to get rid of themselves
want2liv
don't take things to heart. nowadays people don't deserve ur kind of people. u r delicate nd kind from heart nd they don't understand u. that's y they either hurt u or leave
clarke34
do you really think im certified to love myself
want2liv
u have to let go of some relations as everyone is not good for u. so it's a way of God protecting u by removing some people. u have to understand this
clarke34
without others opinion
want2liv
why do u want to get rid of urself?
want2liv
yes. everyone in this world is different and that's what makes everyone unique in their own way
clarke34
because ive lost my self esteem some years go
adventuresomeguy
1
If you cannot find a good companion to walk with, walk alone, like an elephant roaming the jungle. It is better to be alone than to be with those who will hinder your progress.
adventuresomeguy
We do not heal the past by dwelling there, we heal the past by living fully in the present.
clarke34
i fear now everthing from believing to loving caring and peaceful time because surely someone will always want to destroy my will to live
want2liv
why do think so?
clarke34
is it normal to be alone
adventuresomeguy
Your life will get better when you realize it's better to be alone than chase people who don't really care about you.
want2liv
yes
want2liv
it's better to b alone rather than being in a wrong company
clarke34
isnt that taboo kind of behaviour
adventuresomeguy
Theres nothing more freeing and empowering than liking your own company.
clarke34
how can i feel less emotionally invested with someone who has wavering behaviour and ill mindset
adventuresomeguy
There is no use stressing over what people think of you, life is too short for that.
want2liv
no. it is best for people who always want good for others nd end up using by others. genuine ones r rare now so it's bttr to forbid the company of fake ones until u find a genuine one
want2liv
try to enjoy ur own company first then only u will b able to move on from the ones that r not good for u. u will have the strength to easily let them go as u already have urself to love care and provide all that u always needed
adventuresomeguy
yeah... want2liv is right...
adventuresomeguy
There are some people who always seem angry and continuously look for conflict. Walk away.. the battle they are fighting isn't with you, it is with themselves.
adventuresomeguy
r u guys der?
want2liv
yeah
adventuresomeguy
Removing toxic people from your life is actually not the difficult part.
Not feeling guilty about it is.
adventuresomeguy
what u say want2liv?
adventuresomeguy
Be with someone who always wants to know how your day was.
adventuresomeguy
is Clarke here or gone?
want2liv
yeah. u r ryt
want2liv
i think gone
adventuresomeguy
so what's your profession ?
want2liv
I'm a student
adventuresomeguy
psychology?
want2liv
no. commerce
adventuresomeguy
so how was ur day?
want2liv
fine
want2liv
what about you
adventuresomeguy
yeah. it was good. as usual tho
adventuresomeguy
too much workload these days. so was trying something new as an stress buster
want2liv
that's great
adventuresomeguy
talking to strangers can reduce daily stress levels tho
want2liv
what's ur profession
want2liv
don't know much about that. I'm kind of introvert
adventuresomeguy
I m into machine manufacturing business
adventuresomeguy
currently in the middle of establishing a firm of my own
want2liv
ohh that's great
adventuresomeguy
thanks
want2liv
mention not
adventuresomeguy
well actually my whole story is different
adventuresomeguy
my face won't justify the types of kaands I have done so far π
adventuresomeguy
to mention. not any illegal or crime related kaands π π
want2liv
r u the one with innocent face with most evil mind
want2liv
yeah i get that
adventuresomeguy
yep..
want2liv
that will b funπ
adventuresomeguy
why this app dosen't have any private chat type of thing
want2liv
don't know. may b becoz it's for helping others
adventuresomeguy
I see
want2liv
yea
adventuresomeguy
so what keeps up at night?
want2liv
nothing. i usually sleep late
adventuresomeguy
so is der any way we can talk rather than this comment section?
want2liv
srry bt i want to b anonymous nd there's no other app that provide this feature
adventuresomeguy
cool. I respect your decision.
want2liv
thnks
adventuresomeguy
but der must be other ways to talk anonymously. but not for only one time.
adventuresomeguy
are you getting my point
want2liv
no i didn't get it
adventuresomeguy
deep condos with the right people are priceless
adventuresomeguy
convos* and yet so rare
want2liv
yes. u get to learn alot nd feel calm at the same time
adventuresomeguy
so do you want vent something out?
want2liv
not really
want2liv
do u
adventuresomeguy
a lot of things I have on my mind
want2liv
if u want, u can share
adventuresomeguy
when it comes talk
adventuresomeguy
I hate small talk.I wana talk abt ,aliens,magic,intellect,the meaning of life.Faraway galaxies,ur flaws,ur childhood,wht keeps u up at night,ur insecurity,fears, i like ppl with depth.Who spks with emotion frm a twisted mind.I don't wana know whts up
want2liv
woaahh. so much of things in such less time
adventuresomeguy
wahi toh
adventuresomeguy
it would be good if we can talk tomorrow also
want2liv
well I like talking abt galaxies nd space. also thinking alot about life that sometimes i realise it's too much deep about my age of ppt
want2liv
*ppl
adventuresomeguy
after that day..and after thatπ π
want2liv
r u from India?
adventuresomeguy
what's ur age
want2liv
I'll try to b here when need
want2liv
23
adventuresomeguy
ofc I m from india
want2liv
where?
adventuresomeguy
pune
want2liv
ohh. gud
adventuresomeguy
what about you?
want2liv
Lucknow
adventuresomeguy
cool place
want2liv
yeahπ
want2liv
is there any reason u r up till now?
adventuresomeguy
at least u should know some anonymous app that has private chats
adventuresomeguy
if I m about to tell u about my life..it dosen't has to be comment section
want2liv
i don't talk much with ppl. also I have a small circle of friends
adventuresomeguy
so do i
want2liv
well that's the best thing of being anonymous as ppl don't know who u r nd what u look like
want2liv
so there's no way of getting judged
adventuresomeguy
It's rare to meet someone with a mind just as beautiful as their face.
adventuresomeguy
till certain stage.
want2liv
tru bt now people give more preference to face than soul
adventuresomeguy
that's the world we live in..
want2liv
sometimes i feel hate towards this world, towards human traits.π
adventuresomeguy
You will be judged on what you wear, which music you listen to, what you look like, how you act, who you hang around with, and on practically every other personal trait and imperfection about you, and you'll be made fun of for being who you are, and also be the only species that have to pay for all these privileges...
want2liv
and many more things
adventuresomeguy
yeah
want2liv
like how we know what things can b in future bt still we don't respect things until something or someone became a memory
adventuresomeguy
u know I wrote a poem
want2liv
ohh. can u tell me?
adventuresomeguy
1
Nature is my religion, the earth is my temple.
I m a daydreamer and a night thinker.
I have no country to fight for.
My country is the earth
Nd I m a citizen of the world
People used to believe that world was flat
Not everything you accept as fact.
I wish more people cared about earth as much as they cared
About who molded the earth.
adventuresomeguy
hope u like it
want2liv
it's great
adventuresomeguy
Thanks
want2liv
wlcm
adventuresomeguy
so when ur going to sleep
want2liv
just going to
want2liv
what abt u?
adventuresomeguy
so we can talk tomorrow. right ?
adventuresomeguy
I have lots to share
want2liv
yeah sure
adventuresomeguy
me too...eyes r so heavy
want2liv
yes will b here to listen
want2liv
same here. having migraine nd I'm unable to find my meds