yk physical fatigue I can handle but mental fatigue is painful
i think starting of fever
how was your day
did u get wet in rain
very boring day I had. entire day in my room. nothing exciting. my overthinking.
nope... continues usage of ac
don't you have friends
hey farshy what's up
I do but none of them live nearby. the closest one is 2 kms.
where you from?
nothing much, hope your fever is not high.
what you doing
what are you guys studying right now?
I'm sitting on my bed. trying to pass my time.
farshy started sneezing
no that u r a time pass but yk what I mean
god bless you
farshy am working wbu
I'm in clg
aloof are you studying
farshy god bless you too
yepp im in my 2nd yr
science student preparing for JEE, what is your work?
which course aloof
@farshy756- are u the one with whom I started talking on insta.
im doing pharmacy
what's your I'd aloofshade6?
farshy best wishes for your preparations 😊
yeah, I follow you.
@farshy756- are u anonymous?
did u guys think it's normal to want a friend's attention?
yeah, if that friend is special to you and you are not going out of the way for her attention.
are u following me on insta? @farshy ... someone with same name as urs did I think
yeah I am following you @skylar
Is everyone going to insta?
can we make friends here also
yepp every follows everyone gere
I follow both these gals and they follow me 😎
yes everyone can make friends here...
okayy... just wanted to be sure @farshy
@deep_thinker are u on Insta?
okay then bye guys 👍
nah not really... I'm disappear most of the time from social medias.@deep thinker
woow it's good
app23 & mysterio what's up guys
@deep thinker hiii
i am getting ready for sleep...
hey hi hows you?
okay skylaar 👍 i like this platform more than private chats
@ deep_ thinker writing notes
hey@app23 and @mysterio
same here @deep thinker.
okay @Mystereo sleep well gn
@recovering what's up
where are you all from? I am from Bhopal.
I'm doing great yaar
@app23 okay where you from
hey @farshy.... i Am From Kolkata....
@recovering lil tired
@farshy am frm kerala
&mentally how are you?
@deep_thinker i m currently in Hyderabad i m from delhi
@recovering mentally perfect okay 😊 having physical tiredness
@app are you studying?
physically literally dead🤣🤣 mentally exhausted for the moment
are you in college or working or school? @mysterio @app23 @recovering
@deep thinker yess currently in second year
had a long day? @recovering
what course are you studying?
extremely long one! @shy
@recovering what happened if you are comfortable please share
hi @guilty what's up
hey how are you guys
@guilty feeling better wbu
fine @guilty what about you? how was your day?
@farshy please have your dinner
@guilty how was your day
this is good platform i liked it
@skylar u slept?
i just said nothing much just whole in my home doing nothing 😒
@farshy i am Collage....hbu...!
I am not hungry right now@deepthinker
@app This is the first time seeing you here
I am in school.
are you new @app23?
I'm doing my masters
@deep thinker - had a quite long ,emotional and stressful day....
@farshy okay but don't forget to have before sleep
@guilty why don't you went out
@skylar bcz of data science issue?
@deep thinker yaaa i am first time chatting on this platform
@guilty masters in?
@deep thinker - kind of escalated from there. .. it was a disaster .
@app happy to see you 👍
@deep thinker same here👏
what you study guys?
did you guys see @emptyhoopoe8 again...!?!
nope i last talk to him
the next day
i am studying BSc. in animation and graphics design @guiltystork0
@skylar When you go for higher studies, your problems will be solved till then, keep your mind calm 🙁 i know its hard for you but please
i am just a Lil'bit warry about him....@emptyhoopoe8
i know i try to comfort him
@guilty am an architect
@mysterio wht hpnd to that guy
still your parents have not changed their mind @skylar.
my morning was messed up today @farshy . , just after I woke up.... I'm drained of everything.
one time he came and posting like "good buy guys ,this might be my last message, please guys tell her what wrong i have done to her,etc" so i just talk to him on g-meet....then he left suddenly and after that he texted he is ok....
but i have trust issues so i just tell him that night...on morning you must post good morning ...so he did that...but after that i haven't saw him yet active..not just for once....
@mysterio he will come back don't worry
would you like to share what happened in the morning?
yaa the other day he was ok a bit
I also saw his post, I got scared reading it. @mysterio
Thanks,but I don't want to remember that moment again @farshy
@farshy who's akshita rajput
you don't have to remember the bitter memoriey, I was just asking. @skylar
she's one of my followers, I personally don't know her.
once she followed me, i removed her
should I remove her?
yes farshy that men was like he was done with Life
I haven't talked to her yet I don't know who she's ,she followed me and I didn't follow her back
i have seen my friend try to self harm herself, I also used to self harm, so it brought back a lot of unpleasant memories.
why you self harm your self it's not good
that why when I read his post I got really scared, @mysterio
we try so much to make him understand and finally he did thank God
I know@guilty, but I jsut felt good that time and I don't know maybe I got addicted to hurting myself, although I was always afraid of doing it, but I somehow got the courage and did it, that time mental health, internet friends was not a thing for me, now it is a part of my life.
I had a toxic relationship and she often put me in situations that made me believe she is going to die.
@farshy756... seriously did you have self harm yourself...(like cut yourself, beating your self,etc)
that's great to hear @guiltystroke.
not cutting, but beating myself, and I still do it sometimes, never had the courage to cut myself, but I did try to.
you when I was in school my school friends used to harm them because of their boyfriends and that I'm i got so angry like why people do that
i just hate that.and they even proud show to everyone
that sad to hear that you have to deal with her toxicity, @deepthinker
mysterio talk to that man i don't know what they talk in meeting but then after that i Guess he understood
@guiltystork0 same here...
I never did it because of a guys, it was I don't know, it somehow just felt the right thing to do when I was overwhelmed.
that's temporary...i am not confident about myself...if he get hurt again the he will go to that stage again...
@farshy same here
do you also cut yourself @app23?
@ farshy didn't cut myself just i harmed myself by taking some harmful chemical.
She would expertly manipulate me with so many lie stories, even the things that didn't make sense I had to believe under the influence of that toxicity.
so i can understand people who harm themselves what they go through it is so sad
that's must be really toxic
she was not worthy of you anyway@deepthinker you deserve better.
I hope you're doing better now@ app23, you are really a strong person.