i cnt take it anymore with any male of my family.. i hate them all. they are making my life miserable. i have no one to support me in here. i come from a community where woman has no right to have an opinion or a personality or a life. any male member has the right to interfere in my life, beat me when they feel like, make desicions in my place.. its been a year and a half where i feel im like a dead moving body with no soul. most of the time i feel like death is the solution
drearygatorade4
death isn't the solution sweetheart. You still have many beautiful things ahead. have you reported to any place for help?
needyzebra3
no i haven't reported for any help. i live in a third world country they would send me back home with a big shame even police, also every male member in my family would blame and put big pressure on my mom. she's innocent and she can get hurt because of me. thats why i want to quit this life. i've had enough
drearygatorade4
Ok, I understand what its like. Those people do not know the value of human life and the freedom everyone should have in their lives as a person. If I could speak up for you and your people, I would. But, do not take your life dear. try to ease yourself down when you feel its too much. You don't know what better things the future holds for you. There are plenty countries around the world where women are respected and treated like queens. That should be a reason to give you more hope that one day, you can be free from this torment and your fellow women too. pls don't give up. You'll hurt your mum if you die, remember.
needyzebra3
i wish i can migrate but it seems impossible. even if i decided to escape from home getting visa is hard. i will be 28 years old soon and i have no right to live.
drearygatorade4
You are still young! don't give up now. You would regret it if you do. you still have much opportunities for your life. Many people are in hard situations like yours, but they still alive okay. I understand how you feel. but trust me, it'll be fine. Wait for death, don't do it yourself, that's what I always tell myself.
needyzebra3
thank u drearygatorade i appreciate ur help and ur time
drearygatorade4
welcome, am really serious, I would wish to meet you sometime soon. promise me you won't do it
needyzebra3
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dreary thank u again.. believe me u have no idea how hard is it i wish i had the courage to do it..