I was feeling, I am going to die bcz I had listened from someone, the person who is near to die, ...
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I was feeling, I am going to die bcz I had listened from someone, the person who is near to die, leave eating and drinking water. My condition was I was not able to drink 2 sips of water, I had symptoms same as typhoid but the reports are normal from 1 year. I use to cry silently or even loudly when alone for my condition. And then I got a shocking news about my Teacher's death on my brother's wedding, the teacher who is very close to me, to whom I want to share so many things after becoming success, Now I will never ever listen to him, never meet. I didn't know what was going in my mind but for about next 6 months, I was laughing with all and go to washroom, and hardly and then come back like normal. Then that phase also come when I used to become lonely, sad all over the time. Now I was recoved with Typhoid symptoms but my all hobbies, all my favourite tasks are become like useless. I had no interest with them. I used to lie down in a dark room and thinking about how long this time is....When I feel I m not normal, I talk my parents about my condition, they ignored. Being ignored regularly by them I forced to them badly, they took me to nearby psychiatrist and He diagnosed as depression, panic atteck and anxiety. Buttt almost after 2 months my sessions were interrupted creating a huge scenes by my parents....my sessions were left, I was beaten for my behaviour and so on....My maternal (uncle who is a doctor) and my family decision was....let her marry her, she will be fine, no need to do study her. I fought them and decide to prepare for neet exam and tell them for coaching. They accept my proposal with no interest. They look on me with a doubt. Even my on another teacher, who is also very close to me, she also disconnected me as I was becoming emotionally dependent to her. My all friends leave me as I am not in interest to them. I am disappointed from all to whom I thought they are with me. From Past 2 years, My life is become fuck*.... Yesterday my BSc result announced, and I got very poor score. To the parents, whose girl was a topper in her school, got only 63%....they were very angry. They can seeing my changing behaviour, my academics performance and everything except that I am not mentally okay....😓 I am again very disturbed from yesterday, I am crying in alone, but don't know how I am smiling with all. Now I don't what to do..... Having a lot of expectations, I am leaving this comment..... kindly pls help me......

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