What do I do? I feel like a burden on this universe. I feel like I'm meant for nothing but disturbing close ones by not well behaving, and now it's reached to that level, I feel like I'm ruining other relationships too. I'm not productive at all, day by day condition turning worse, no one really likes me or understands me, and the ones who do, I always end up being a bitch towards them. The self love can't beat the guilt inside me. I feel like I don't deserve to live. Like everyone's in some or the other problems because of me, and care for me, but I don't do anything to deserve all that love. I can't even fix things properly. I'm not capable of doing literally anything. Nothing. I can't do nothing.