I am a very insecure and shy person not many boys like me I hate the way I walk talk and eat I never eat in public and I never take off my mask I get told that I look beautiful I look at myself sometimes and I believe it but as soon as I take off my mask I feel uncomfortable and that everyone is looking at me because maybe there's something in my nose or it's too big my face is too big my ears are to sharp my eyes are too brown(the white area are brown not the pupils) I am also insecure about my body my legs are too thin where I'm from thick girls are preferred my stomach is big I never take off my blazer at school I don't know how I can ever feel good about myself