i cant buy things for my self because i dont have any job .. i have 2 kids and my younger is fully breastfeeding thats why i cant get a job . my partner gives my childrens need .. sad is i always feel useless like this time i cant help my partner in our daily expenses . and i hear some bad words that hurt me .. im really depress no one knows it .. my friends think i dont have any problems bec. i talk normal .. smile and laugh in front of them .. its hard .. no one can comfort me at this time .. thanks to my kids .. i always keep on fighting...

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i cant buy things for my self because i dont have any job .. i have 2 kids and my younger is fully breastfeeding thats why i cant get a job . my partner gives my childrens need .. sad is i always feel useless like this time i cant help my partner in our daily expenses .  and i hear some bad words that hurt me .. im really depress no one knows it .. my friends think i dont have any problems bec. i talk normal .. smile and laugh in front of them ..  its hard .. no one can comfort me at this time .. thanks to my kids .. i always keep on fighting...

insecureapricots1 · Answer

Try some small business if you are interested.. don't feel bad to start anything..

Username20 · Answer

thanks .. maybe first is find some money to start it .. here in philippines if you dont have money you dont have friends.. if you cant help others by money your useless and selfish .. people here dont see other things that you can help them ..

Username20 · Answer

in many good things i did .. 1 mistake they forget all the good things i made for them ..  and harsh me by saying bad words ..

insecureapricots1 · Answer

Its true if you are not doing anything.. So-called friends will not give you respect. they are not real friend.. what you used to do earlier any job or anything..

Username20 · Answer

i use to stay in my auntie 7yrs ago help her in her business .. before my grandmother die i plan to go to my cousin in japan .. but he ask me not to .. 1 yr later i got pregnant in my 1st .. cant get any job bec. he dont like me to leave our son .. he is a seaferer .. but we dont have our own house bec. he get house for his parents first .. when he leaves me and my kids go to my moms house .. when he return we stay in his parents .. we are not the priority ..

Username20 · Answer

thats my biggest regret .. not to fulfill my dreams in japan ..

insecureapricots1 · Answer

its really bad things he did..

I hate my best friends crush 😡

my friends hate me

I am not fit for anyone

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