loneliness: i am 20years old my parents are never satisfied with me. My parents don't like each other they always fight and they say they are only together because of me, it hurts me even more. I hardly have friends that too not someone close with whom I can share everything.I always get suicidal thoughts and i Stop attempting in the fear of pain. I hate myself. My parents say i talk too harshly. I do not know what to do. I am having mixed feelings i laugh like anything for the smallest joke and i cry in the next moment.Even i am not able to understand what u feelings are. I am not having interest in anything i just want to sit ideally and cry. I don't want to play nor talk nor do anything. I can sit fr hours with out doing anything not even interested in scrolling phone. Please help me. I want to get in to personality development course . I seriously don't know how to react to people. I am too harsh please help please i am getting mad

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sleepyhead23 · Answer

heyy! have you talked about this with your parents?

sleepyhead23 · Answer

you are a girl? if yes then you can talk to your parents gently and make them realise their mistake! and how it's affecting your life!

sleepyhead23 · Answer

see in Indian families it's common for parents to say they are together because of us during a fight!(fight is also common)

sleepyhead23 · Answer

i am saying girls can do this because most of time boys face hard time to express their feelings and talk about it....so its like i am not saying it's easy for girls but girls can make their parents understand , scold like mother etc

juice · Answer

my parents are fighting from my 4th class at that i don't know how to handle. In my 12th class there was a huge argument between them that shook me like anything. After that i started to interfere and try to stop argument but in reverse they ask me to choose the one who is right in my context, how can I choose one between them This continues even now.

pieces19 · Answer

Have a healthy conversation with your parents, tell your issues and problems. Try going out even for a walk or something productive which makes you feel good. I know it’s hard to get yourself doing something when you don’t feel like.But just try not for anybody but yourself because it’s crucial that you fell better and you deserve it as you are important. you are not alone, Definitely if your parents are together for you so thae love you so much and if you tell your fellings to your parents or one of the parent surely they will understand.

juice · Answer

thank you so much for comments. i seriously have social anxiety are there any personality development course. I want to join

pieces19 · Answer

try udemy ,

juice · Answer

ok thank you

Frustrating

help me please

how do I change for the better?