i fucking vex him . i never really intended on falling in love with this guy , just because i suppressed my emotions for him shit took bonkers . don't hate him for me having feelings for him that's normal and natural but hate him for making me feel like crap and the things which he and his friends did were just too much . how can someone treat someone like a joke and a damn game ??? don't people have emotions and feelings??? why is detachment so difficult??? he made me feel like , i m not worth it , crap and shit . no one has made me feel like the way he made me feel like about me . i wish he will get out of my heart and my head for once and for all . lucky enough i wasn't in a relationship with him . would have wasted my time and efforts and engery . regret is the only thing i have in me ,. it's fucking difficult 🥺😭