your self worth is not measured by your family's love towards you
stressedspringboy
I understand where you are coming from it sucks when your own family turns a blind eye to you
stressedspringboy
But at the same time don't let jealousy ruin you
cautiousvenison6
my normal life has become unbearable for me. every one said get married or get a job.i could not even walk properly at that time. I wished I had died in operation theratre
stressedspringboy
make new friends and be productive get lost in your own world then everyone will notice you
cautiousvenison6
I don't talk to my relatives iam just scared of them. they made me cry only. I hate my parents .what did to me
cautiousvenison6
I have only cried for 2 years. no fuck on this earth understands my pain.i know feel in my heart I want to kill them
stressedspringboy
Sometimes you are dealt with unfair situations that's life
stressedspringboy
That I actually know that feels imagining a world where you kill everyone who made you miserable
stressedspringboy
But will you actually be happy by doing that
cautiousvenison6
Ya are right but in india u have to hide and first question to u is what do h do and why have not got married. blah blah
cautiousvenison6
I know it sucks really bad man
cautiousvenison6
I hate people to my core. I hate my parents too. I can't control it.they just care about the damn society
stressedspringboy
Don't let others decide your life
stressedspringboy
Especially when it comes to marriage
stressedspringboy
Remember Only you will suffer if the other person turns out to be a bad one
cautiousvenison6
Ya it sucks.this combination effected my recovery and mental condation
stressedspringboy
Also try to keep in mind as tough as it is your parents or siblings won't fight for you always
cautiousvenison6
Ya i know . so it is better to die alone
cautiousvenison6
no pain in heart
stressedspringboy
Calm down there may be good people out there who you haven't met yet
stressedspringboy
Do you have a hobby or any profession?
cautiousvenison6
they dont fight for me since childhood
stressedspringboy
Exactly the only person you can count on is you
cautiousvenison6
I handle every situation by myself since childhood
cautiousvenison6
because I was a loner in my childhood
stressedspringboy
don't take it in a way to hate your family but know you are more than capable enough to handle your problems on your own
cautiousvenison6
Ya i know this thing since childhood
stressedspringboy
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I actually think that is actually an attractive trait being able to do your own work without anyone's help
cautiousvenison6
I know some body understands me
cautiousvenison6
I feels good now
stressedspringboy
So calm down you may get someone who appreciates your hard work
cautiousvenison6
Ya i wish so. any person who can save me
stressedspringboy
Always try to be optimistic you never know what tomorrow brings
cautiousvenison6
Ya sure
stressedspringboy
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