everyday when I sleep I hear sounds...screams of me..my eyes burn my body hurts .. I get nightmares every single day.That one nighmare I always dream about.Everyday I wake up exhausted my throat hurts like I screamed in real life. It's hard to believe sometimes that I'm really alive when I wake up in the morning nothing seems real.Nothing seems familiar to me anymore.

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numbnachos25 · Answer

you should consult somebody ..professional maybe ..might help take care 💜

skylar · Answer

so.... it's only nightmares, or do u experience anything else?

whatabtme · Answer

my parents won't support the idea of therapy

whatabtme · Answer

the nightmares are the moments that I experienced long back...I'm living that trauma again in dreams

skylar · Answer

what trauma if u dont mind telling?

whatabtme · Answer

my dad..my brother.. my mom beating me..kicking me punch me in the eye while I was way too drunk. then taking me to the mental hospital because I consumed alcohol.I was way too high but I could remember a lot of things happened the whole month

whatabtme · Answer

boyfriend broke up with me while I needed him during all this shit was going on

skylar · Answer

so are you comfortable to talk about this? I mean u dont mind if I ask qes, do u?

whatabtme · Answer

losing lot of friends at the same time.. I have no one who actually cares abt me.. no friends no family no boyfriend.. I'm all alone

whatabtme · Answer

yeah sure ask

skylar · Answer

so why we're u drunk? and why did u family treat u as such?

skylar · Answer

u dont have to reply, if u aren't comfortable.

whatabtme · Answer

because my dad tortures me I'm not happy living with my family and everything collapsed at once... friends left boyfriend left and again family issues

skylar · Answer

don't get me wrong... I'm trying to get a background idea. was it time he treated u as such?

whatabtme · Answer

because I couldn't get good grades he didn't like the clothes I wear he got to know abt my relationship with a guy I used to hangout with my friends for long time who used to wear clothes that he didn't like I mean he used to judge their character

skylar · Answer

why were u drunk?

whatabtme · Answer

I wanted to numb my brain so that I would stop thinking abt everything the whole trauma

skylar · Answer

where are u from?

whatabtme · Answer

pune

skylar · Answer

ur age? also did no one stopped them when they were abusing u?

whatabtme · Answer

18..no one stopped

skylar · Answer

what abt ur immediate relatives? are high school graduate? what are ur plans for future?

whatabtme · Answer

naah.. relatives won't help.. I wanna build something of my own a business I'm not sure abt what I'm planning but I have to start from somewhere so I wanna do brand management

skylar · Answer

that's great, are you applying for college or universities?

whatabtme · Answer

my grades aren't that great but I'm trying

skylar · Answer

hey, do u think we can talk about this on tele Or insta? don't get me wrong, I can talk here.. I would like to have a nice and long chat on this topic. today I feel I'm not able to give my full efforts.

skylar · Answer

I look like I'm rambling

whatabtme · Answer

yeah sure

whatabtme · Answer

give me ur insta id

skylar · Answer

try everything in small letters

whatabtme · Answer

okay

skylar · Answer

did u get?

whatabtme · Answer

yess

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