I guess my mum's never going to be happy with whatever I score and it's not the first time she's doing it .. I know it's good for her to push me so that I can work hard but what about her not appreciating me , what about her high expectations which has led me to feel like I am a fucking looser , a failure the fact that I can't do anything or maybe a I am not worth it . I tried to talk with her and make her understand but it isn't any use .. because of this the high expectations which I have for myself and the competitive self has caused me alot and I can't keep on being this person. my exams are in two weeks and I am scared that I would disappoint her again 🥺😭 maybe I am just a failure or something 😭😔 I am scared if I fail or something in my exams ... it's fucking my mind completely 🥺