i hate myself i hate everything. i've been falling in class and idk what to do. i worked so hard so hard but its still so bad and idk what to do this class year is so important and idk what to do. i keep disappointing everyone and im so scared about what people might think of me. how they'll see me as a failure . how big of a disappointment i am to my parents and i hate it . i crave academic validation so much but im so tired and im so done