hn kuch baat thi jo krni thi or suggestion chiye tha
humoroustortoise7
heyy
insecurebunny
hey
beepboop
helo to you all
Shivaang
sure
Shivaang
what's bothering you?
beepboop
i've been suffering through severe depression from past 2 or 2.5 years bcz of my past decisions
Shivaang
Feeling sad, hopeless, or empty
Losing interest in activities you used to enjoy
Changes in appetite (either loss of appetite or overeating)
Changes in sleep patterns (either insomnia or excessive sleeping)
Loss of energy
Difficulty concentrating
Thoughts of death or suicide
beepboop
yes
beepboop
exactly
beepboop
don't know how you guessed it too correct
beepboop
I'm crying even writing this message
humoroustortoise7
these are the common symptoms who face depression
Shivaang
Don't bother about that, let's talk about your issue further
beepboop
ok
beepboop
it started from 2020 lockdown period
humoroustortoise7
1
yea exactly you can just freely tell us
Shivaang
@beepboop gone on
beepboop
1
I'm really sorry but could you guyz wait for a moment im on my way to home
Shivaang
π cool
humoroustortoise7
okay take your time
beepboop
thanks all of you i wont take long
beepboop
so should I start?
humoroustortoise7
yes continue
rin
yeah
beepboop
it started lockdown period or after when it was over in 2020
beepboop
i selected history honours for my graduation
beepboop
bcz i waned to be an archaeologist
beepboop
i also liked to study history so that's why i decied it
humoroustortoise7
okayy go on
beepboop
but as time passed and i spent more time alone and alone i started feeling uneasy, worried about my career and life
beepboop
i became too lazy,get addicted to phone more and more
beepboop
and wasn't able to concentrate on my studies and other stuff that i decided to do
beepboop
but kuch kr hi nhi paya yr
beepboop
na study me na extra kuch bhi
beepboop
are you okay with hindi?
humoroustortoise7
yes yes
beepboop
pta. nhi yrr kyu. Try kia pr socha kafi plan banane ka bhi try kia
rin
yup
rin
how old are u
beepboop
pr nhi kr paya kuch
beepboop
20
humoroustortoise7
so abhi tumhari padhai khtm hogai?
beepboop
will turn 21 in few months
beepboop
hn
beepboop
pura time maine waste kr dia
humoroustortoise7
toh ab working?
rin
graduating?
humoroustortoise7
Aisa kyun soch rahe ho
beepboop
graduated
beepboop
kyuki abhi tk aisa lg rha h jese abhi tk jitne decision liye maine sb galat hue
rin
if you recently graduated you still have time don't think like that take some months to study self atudy
beepboop
yeah but
humoroustortoise7
archaeologist ban gaye mere hisaab se kaafi acha decision hai
beepboop
mera mind abhi kuch sochne hi nhi deta
humoroustortoise7
mein khud architect hu so I know the value
beepboop
yehi socha tha
beepboop
"archaeologist"
humoroustortoise7
aur abhi time hai if not studying start working ..USS hisab se naye dost banege ...Naya environment milega
beepboop
i feel hopeless every time everything thing
beepboop
and also i am worried bcz of one more reason
humoroustortoise7
what?
beepboop
i wasted my parents'money
Shivaang
Did you map out your whole path?
beepboop
decided to do a digital marketing course but idea nhi tha ki bekar niklega or mai kr bhi nhi paya
beepboop
no
Shivaang
Digital marketing se pahaly marketing karni hoti hai
humoroustortoise7
aisa dekho I guess yeh field hi aisi hai ...Mai jab clg mei thi tab mujhe lagta tha ki ab mujhse nai hoga par yaha clg beech mei rakh bhi nai sakti
Shivaang
so pls map out your whole path of being archaeologist
humoroustortoise7
aur graduation complete hone k baad mujhe lagta tha shyd Maine 5 years aur apne parents k paise waste nai kiye na kyunki humara payscale bhi kum hai
beepboop
college to pass kr lia jese tese bure marks ke sath
beepboop
but bohot bura experience rha
humoroustortoise7
par ab Kia hai toh waste toh nai hai tumhare paas zyada knowledge hai Jo sab ko pata bhi nai hoga make use of it
beepboop
yrr isliye mai thoda detail me bta rha tha padhai bs is tarah se hui ki bs pass ho gaya roye rote
beepboop
mujhe kuch nhi yaad na padha ki kya kia tha
beepboop
bs aa gaya aise hi
beepboop
and same happened to my digital marketing diploma
beepboop
though i know little bit of it
humoroustortoise7
aree maybe dhyaan nai Diya par mujhe yeh batav tumhe kya pasand hai karne mei
humoroustortoise7
than work on your digital marketing na
beepboop
i started with zero knowledge
beepboop
and i am worried that i can't do it i don't have any ideas or any plans
humoroustortoise7
okay just tell me the things you like to do
beepboop
i decided to work on my plan and weaknesses in past years but it didn't even started
humoroustortoise7
why I have more trust you than you have on yourself
beepboop
and later it became guilt
humoroustortoise7
just because of that guilt maybe your mind stopped everything and you feel like you can't do anything
beepboop
that's what my parents are saying but deep down i know i am nothing
beepboop
i know they are sad and disappointed
humoroustortoise7
Atleast your parents are supportive
humoroustortoise7
no need to think like that
beepboop
yeah that's the thing im in luck
beepboop
but i am not able to make them smile
beepboop
i give you an idea about my personality
humoroustortoise7
yeah
beepboop
i am the dumbest guy you 'll sea in your life
humoroustortoise7
I don't think that way I think everyone has the capability to do something just the thing is they have to figure out
humoroustortoise7
may be you are not good at one thing but something must be good in you
Shivaang
you are in victimhood cycle
Shivaang
Stop on regretting things
beepboop
1
don't know what it is or will be but .. i just don't know
Shivaang
observe your habbit and change them
Shivaang
this is what i am talking, you are acting like a audio track who stuck on a same note
beepboop
cant... i decided to change but got stuck in a cycle more and more
Shivaang
Change your habbits not your goals
humoroustortoise7
yes I agree with shivang
Shivaang
you can, its easy
Shivaang
just start small
beepboop
ik that but don't know how to do it
beepboop
tried
beepboop
but... still there
Shivaang
I can help you with that too but you have to listen to me
humoroustortoise7
okay you can do one thing may be start writing on what you like and not aand at which you can work on
Shivaang
You have take 21 day challenge to build new habbits
Shivaang
And i can talk to you on personal note if you like on insta
beepboop
thanks it would be a huge help
beepboop
i tried it. i wrote everything i was feeling on paper
beepboop
but cried
beepboop
and this small house you can't even cry alone
Shivaang
Do you know what Yogasth budhi means?
beepboop
thanksπππ
beepboop
you can delete it now
beepboop
what it is
beepboop
yogasth budhi
beepboop
may i ask your age
Shivaang
Well in my small words, it means one who can make decisions with balance, not matter the situation is
Shivaang
24
Shivaang
Don't forget to ping on insta
beepboop
where i can learn that??
humoroustortoise7
but maybe he just feels that his every decision is wrong
beepboop
yes
Shivaang
There are so many great people with objective mind(Yogesth budhi)
beepboop
that's i cant decide anything..... im just scared of life.
Shivaang
you can analyse them and learn
humoroustortoise7
Be confident on your decisions i know it is hard but you will be in peace
Shivaang
Confidence comes with experience, no matter how scared you are, Do it anyway
beepboop
yeah but if you want to find someone or something you need to know about that
beepboop
and where can i lear about it more??
Shivaang
Internet is blessing, if you know how to use
Shivaang
Anymore questions?
humoroustortoise7
yeah if you want to learn new skill YouTube is the best teacher
beepboop
no... thats all for today
beepboop
thank you everyone thanks alot to hear me
Shivaang
Absolutely and just don't forget to film yourself while you are practicing your skill
Shivaang
Can you pls follow me on insta @beepboop
Shivaang
It would be huge help
beepboop
i was going on insta to follow you
beepboop
1
thank you shivang brother you made my mind to rest for a while
humoroustortoise7
Thank you for sharing.
Shivaang
Har har mahadev!!
beepboop
thank you humorous tortoise for staying and listening to my weird and boring thing
beepboop
har har Mahadev π₯π₯
humoroustortoise7
1
i didn't find anything weird and boring ..will happy to help you in future ...if you just develop some skill just update me I will be happy to know
beepboop
thanks for everything πππ i will update you