I don't even understand myself

I was crying nobody understood.

reason ?

I feel like I'm a burden

Father told me I'm already an adult why do I act like a kid

Is it bad to be vulnerable

I wasn't myself for past 3 months and nobody noticed

we're not financially stable. I pressure myself in school. and sensitive even in the smallest things.

Do you believe in god ? And destiny?

I believe in God. But I feel hopeless.

I feel like I'm not going to achieve peace of mind.

I fee like I'm not going to be worry free again.

I'm going through the same plus I don't have anyone to talk,with zero friends,toxic family all day screaming, weight issues, carrier stress I can understand it's hard and It suffocates the shit out of me but I just tell myself one thing that my income is written,my spouse is written,my death is written and this difficult time will pass.There will be the share of my happiness somewhere out there which is probably waiting for me.So I shall be hopeful for it.I also feel that the problems I'm going through right now will pass.I have never seen a perfect relationship and I've never been in one.My dad cheated on my mom and they keep in fighting all day long but still deep down in my heart I believe that there will be someone who will be there for me one day who will tell me that it's okay no matter what I'm not going anywhere and I'm not giving up on you.I don't know why I'm telling you this,I just told you my whole life story maybe because I don't have anyone to share and I crave for it.I am literally crying. it hurts.

Is there a way out of this? I understand your situation. 😞@whyshoulditellyou

There is, when there is no one to talk to you,talk to yourself.when there is no one to motivate you, motivate yourself. when there's no one to care for you,care for yourself. when there is no one to cheer for you, clap for yourselves and take care of yourself. we don't need anybody we just need our own self and when you realize this thing life gets so much easier.I hope it helps

@whyshoulditellyou are in that phase right now? Thank you for your opinion. I know some of the time our self is the only we can count on.

*you