I want to start my life again but I don't know how , itz as if my life is hanging on a thread ND I can't do anything about it , I have no ideas nothing , I am always holding my tears from dropping I want to start something new but I don't know how to do it I don't even have money to help myself , I keep telling myself that I can't give but itz beginning to look impossible to me cus am about to give , I just have many problems like the thought of not being a virgin , the thought of not having money , the thought of not having a boyfriend every day am constantly reminded that am all alone I cry everyday inside of me , my friends has left me , my family most of them it's so lonely be out here m Soo lost