your father also loves you....it's just that he is showing it with his anger. he himself might be unhappy with his job or something else so he wants you to be focused towards ur study. he is seeing today's competition in every field and he wants you to be successful. the thing is that he is unable to express it in a lenient way and telling you rudely so that you out of fear atleast can focus on ur study. so don't think much..... make urself understand that he loves you and it's his way of caring and he might be an old type parent who believes scolding is d way of caring bcz my father used to say that he used to hit by police stick every day by his father without any reason. so don't think dat he doesn't lv u it's only that he doesn't know how to tell the same thing in a lenient way. you focus on ur study and whenever he is around pretend to study bcz parents feel happy when der kids concentrate on their books. study hard not fr ur father but for urself n achieve all ur dreams.

yep everything you mentioned is correct he is unhappy cause he don't do good in any business he always get betrayed and also he is really old cause he married really late ......yes he want me to succeed but i feel really sad when he treat me like a shit when I don't do good everything to him is compition always comparing me with other kids ...and even my mom say that I'm ugly.....don't you think this is too much....i will never do that to my child

thankyou i can relate to you words and yep i have to study well....but something is holding me back.....it's my fear.....of loosing

hmm I knw u won't do that to your child......but u have to be strong. ur parents are going through der depression and fights. think like this......if u r hurt and i wl ask u a simple question like how r u then ur rply may be like who r u to ask or u may ignore or like something as simple as m fine but if you are in a happy mood and i wl break somethng spcl to u, u won't be that much angry and able to forgive me. so it's der state of mind.....they are not fine from inside. so think like they are not well so they are behaving like this with me. I am happy and i will be happy forever. you practice meditation in the morning and some positive affirmations at the night. it wl help you a lot

thankyou...i will meditate and try affirmation too.... Thankyou again....now im feeling better

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