yo ✌

good

how about you ?

hey!! I'm not doing that well... kinda low in energy.

what happened

you can share

nthing specific..... just one of those days...

ok

tc do mediation

any specific thing happen today?

yh, I had certain goals for today but i was only able complete half of it... I feel drained out...

that's ok appreciate your self for completing the half task the next day you can complete the full

appreciation can help release dopamine and makes you feel better this little things matter the most

I hope this helps

tc any thing else to share always there... tc breath keep smiling

it will add on my backlog! I've nt been doing really doing really well from past 2 yrs.... I snapped out of that phase almost a month ago-i was a bit late tho ... been trying to get back on... this feeling sucks

can you explain a lil depth what phase?

if your comfortable?

spending my days -by doing nothing..... lazing around, spending my whole time either sleeping or reading books(mostly) , then having a breakdown at night.... etc etc...i knew this back in my mind... but just couldn't bring myself to make efforts...

hey.. just same as u..but not even reading books

it's k skylar it happens it happens to me also you don't have to beat up your self in order to be more productive take your own time some time thing takes time to process to get back to place but it doesn't mean the process is nt happening it is u just need to be more patient and trust your self n the process

take baby steps instead of doing things all at once break down the cycle into sub parts and it's completely ok if u can't cover them up in one day appreciate ur self you have atleast achieve something to not having nothing

by books I mean novels - as a escape.... from my own mind and thoughts... if u r feeling what I feel then... just know u will make it till the very end... and one day u'll be happy... i hope u r doing better now! @introvertabhi.

hope this helps tc lots of happiness to u

thank u for listening @ummm

pleasure is mine always there

just a text away any time

I appreciate it!

hey skylar

hey!! @deep thinker... I think my app is being dumb

what happen

this app is being slow... I didn't get ur comment even when my data was on.

its okay, mya be technical error

how's u

I've been doing fine till now... how are u doing?

am in office, lunch break

ooho.. how's the co operate life?

@deep_thinker are you a software engineer?

@skylar jus okay

@um nope am an architect

how long did it take u to graduate as an architect? @deep thinker.

5 years

so... u design buildings ? don't mind me and my ques if it sounds lame.... but I'm curious.

designing construction... interior also

all the yr round...? that's sounds interesting tho...

yeah

how are u doing today?

better 😊 wbu?

18% gst on ice cream... 😢, kinda frustrated

Is that thing you worried about?

re u an ice cream addict?

nope... I'm taking time in solving numericals and mcqs- kinda missing out on daily targets... ice cream thingy made me sad -i m already broke and they are rising prices...

I'm an ice cream lover -kulfi more so... I don't have it often bcoz my tonsils are sensitive

Just study, if you take a lot of strain, you will be bored

can't you make kulfi @home

I had flu in June... I'm still recovering... 😬, if I trying making it at home... I'll receive a flying rolling pin along with whole lecture on how my digestive and immunity system works.

then jus take a temporary breakup with kulfi 🤣

this break up hurts... but i know it will be fruitful in future... hopefully we will reunite oneday!

May you both be reunited quickly!

what's ur food soulmate?

I have too much specific preferences

pain of being a picky eater.....

sadhya & biriyani

yeah 😭

did u eat kerala sadhya ever?

relatable... lol. texture and flavors of spices should reach that perfect note.

I don't think we can that authentic food this side in jharkhand. someday hopefully

what about biriyani?

yeap, I had... I like it too... sometimes I feel spices are overpowering... disturbing the savourity of food and chicken

try kabsa

or manthi

so... I got a doubt are they same or diff?

different

1st link is manthi

I got all three on google, both as combined and individual .

u like seafoods?

fish -

My house is near the beach

and our place is familiar for seafoods

damn! house near beach.... sounds like a dream

am from the Queen of Arabian sea 💚

there's nothing in my city..... in plains.... known for just temples....

in some ancient books it was mostly known for graveyard 💀

😮😮

which place

baidhyanath dham also called deoghar

yeah i jus Googled it

The first thing I saw was the temples

I'm not even surprised.... after all it's shravan month.

what's that

any special month?

hmm... shravan is like monsoon season in hindu calendar..... it has got it's own great importance in hindu mythology... there are many stories related to it..

okay 😊 had dinner?

yeap... u?

yeah

When do you usually sleep?

usually by 12:30.....or 1 at most... been trying to improve

Most people tend to overthink most at night

I'm one of that most people.....

mee to sometimes

that awkward moment - when ur father asks why I never participated in any extra curriculars.... - I just had one.

can you elaborate

which one

huh... my father just asked me why I never participated in any school activity / extra curriculars

like - school assembly, debate, elocution, extempore, news reading etc etc.

Now what is the point of asking?

that's what I wanted to say... but held my tongue.

Are you afraid of your father?

depends on situation.... not that supportive or friendly bond for sure.

don't worry about this tonight

I won't.... I got chemistry formulas to worry abt ... lol priorities..

What do you need most in your life right now?

getting into my 1st Or 2nd preference unis... then comes mental and physical health

Are you missing anything in your life?

unfortunately that person doesn't exist in this world any more... I'm missing many things... but I don't Need them right now .

If talking about it hurts you, don't

it doesn't.... talking abt is much better rather than exploding for keep it all in.

then can u share it with me?

about ?

that person & other things

that person was my mom's 2nd youngest brother,- my mama (maternal uncle), let's say he was my fav person and I was his,he hated other kids tho... he passed away when I was in k.g - somewhere around six , I don't have any idea how and why?... I had two very specific dreams after he died... ironically I was waiting and was excited for my exams to be over, so that I could visit him... but it didn't go as planned

sad part is.... as I'm growing up... his face and memories are getting blurred.

Memories may fade, but they never go away from mind

hm... that's true tho... he was a important person in my life... stayed for very short time period but made a real big impact

Do you go out of?

go out of...what?

Maybe because you got lot of love & affection from him

I didn't get ur ques.

*go out from home

accidentally an 'of' typed

ooh... I'm not allowed unnecessarily.... and a frn with who I used to is out of city for exam prep

temme about the views around your house?

Being indoors all the time can affect our thoughts a lot

it does... but in kinda used to it... now even if I get a chance to go out with some family member.. I usually make some excuse unless it's like very imp

Seeing constant sights all the time can lead to boredom in our life and it also affects our mood negatively

If you can make some small changes to the views you see regularly, it will be a relief for you

I agree with it.... in my case when I go out -it gives a chance to my family members to pass some comment... it only spoils my mood further...

Can you see sunrise or sunset from outside your house?

Every sight in this world has its own beauty if we have the mind to enjoy it

only sunset...

Do you see that?

You can change your surroundings without goout from home

yeah sometimes.... today weather was cool, cloudy and windy ... so couldn't see much

Can you enjoy the cloudy sky?

today I enjoyed... it was relaxing... just decreasing greenery in my locality wasn't really appealing tho..

it's good to spend at least 20 minutes outside the house every morning and evening

my morning schedule is messed up so... that's out of ques... evening I can try

If you can sleep early, you will definitely have a healthy morning

11-7 is a good sleeping schedule

that's the problem... even if I try to sleep early,it doesn't come everytime.

it's because your mind is not relaxed

yeap

If you share your daily things you will definitely get relief

daily things like?

Some days you can't sleep because you can't share even a little of your worries with anyone

like... daily updates

All the joys and sadness of day to daylife

somedays I feel too much, somedays I don't - like my brain is paralyzed kinda type., some days my brain is just in productive mood... however the vibe/environment I'm in affects a lot

You definitely need discipline in your life

that I do... some sorta routines

You are not able to focus anything in your life because of lack of discipline

Try to build discipline gradually, not immediately

I'm trying.... someday are just harder than others

I will find some time for you daily, if you are interested you can share your daily things with me

sure!!

It would be better if you try to sleep early from tomorrow

If you don't mind I can make a timetable for you

nowadays I usually go to bed by 12:30 tho

we can try!

lets reduce 15 mins daily

bed time?

try to sleep by 12.15 tmrw

yeah

okayy