right now i am also feelings same as you but not suicidal and it's not that solution of everything
you wanna talk?
what do you study bro? i mean are you a high schooler?
if you don't wanna study then don't! then regret the whole life about why didn't you study... what do think, so gonna survive without studying? how? actor please Bollywood sucks, singer, is yo voice thatt good jus' like arjit or Atif? dance hmm but not a ggood option, if you have a particular skill in a field then it can really work out, but trust me, only study is the best option!