I don't wanna talk to anyone friends,parents, doctory anyone.... I've spoke to so many... I've shared so much even though there's a lot in me... even I talk even if I share it's not getting out...it's killing me inside... I'm scared...I don't know what I'm doing, acting pretending, idk anything, I'm not able to figure this out and idk if I can... I want it to be with me but idk....it's all messy... I wanna get free from everything buy it doesn't seem like it's gonna happen... it's like hell... being alive is feeling like hell to me...
