A guy used to like me 2 years back and I used to ignore him and make annoying faces ,I rejected his proposal ,but he used to stare at me the whole day and tried to talk to me also, but I just used to ignore him every time and when he used to cone a made annoying expressions ,I used to like some other guy , the guyi used to ignore liked and tried to woo me for 2 years, but then lockdown happened and schools got closed, i developed feelings for him that time ,i wanted for school to open but it never did ,when I visited school for the last 10 days ,he used to ignore me and used to stay away from me, I think ,he thinks that i still dont like him and i get annoyed of him ,or maybe he doesnt like me anymore ,I regret my every action of the past ,I am passing school and I may never see him again ,but I regret it so much now ,my boards are going on please tell if I should let him go or not ,I cant talk to him I am very shy person ,but I regret it every time ,I am extremely ashamed of myself ,please tell me how should I forgive myself for that ,do I deserve another love ?