today i met with my parents after a month of holiday at my grandparents house and i had this feeling of restlessness since last day cause they were coming i don't have a very great bond with them i don't share much of my problems with them ever since i got my result for boards i was very discouraged but no one considered about my feelings they all blame me for it i know i made a mistake but i want to try again and give my best they think if i got supplementary i can do anything in my life on the day of result at night my father called me and scold me but there's alot going on in my mind at the moment so i blamed him i regretted it later and still do bt i was all alone feeling lonely on that day didn't talked to anyone but today also they say it's all my fault everyone is laughing on u cause of ur result bt is it to much to ask for their understanding i don't care how other feel i just want to move on.they say do whatever u want will not say anything. and that's freaking hurt me .

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today i met with my parents after a month of holiday at my grandparents house and i had this feeling of restlessness since last day cause they were coming i don't have a very great bond with them i don't share much of my problems with them ever since i got my result for boards i was very discouraged but no one considered about my feelings they all blame me for it i know i made a mistake but i want to try again and give my best they think if i got supplementary i can do anything in my life  on the day of result at night my father called me and scold me but there's alot going on in my mind at the moment so i blamed him i regretted it later and still do  bt i was all alone feeling lonely on that day didn't talked to anyone but today also they say it's all my fault everyone is laughing on u cause of ur result bt is it to much to ask for their understanding i don't care how other feel i just want to move on.they say do whatever u want will not say anything. and that's freaking hurt me .

shivang · Answer

so what you want to do now?

Moonmin05 · Answer

i always wanted to become a mental health counselor to understand myself and PPL around me better

shivang · Answer

so Start doing it

shivang · Answer

is something stoping you from doing it?

Moonmin05 · Answer

i want to but firstly ive to reappear for exam which i don't know when will happen bt maybe i need to take drop so they say do bsc which i don't want to cause i can't drop from it on the middle

Moonmin05 · Answer

so i want to do the Ba in psychology next year so i can achieve what i want

shivang · Answer

great! atleast you have idea what you are doing

Moonmin05 · Answer

yeah.. but what they say hurt me the most i don't care about others bt atleast i can expect them to understand me but they don't

shivang · Answer

expectations from the others

shivang · Answer

sometimes people understand when they see with their own eyes

shivang · Answer

they want good future for you, that's all

Moonmin05 · Answer

i really don't expect anything bt sometimes i want them to understand me as my parents... because i feel alone i get panick attacks whenever i cry bt they think it's because of my heavy weight bt i don't have control over it i cant control my panick

Moonmin05 · Answer

i understand that they want me to have a good future bt at what cost ... she told my father just to give me money whenever I need no need to say anything more ... i don't expect only money from them

shivang · Answer

exact scenario with me

shivang · Answer

You have to be successful that's the only option you have

Moonmin05 · Answer

i want their support , love and understanding and faith that i will make them proud and do my best to achieve what i want

shivang · Answer

them do what they want and you will get their emotional support

shivang · Answer

*then*

Moonmin05 · Answer

they think that if i got supplementary then i can't do anything good in my life

shivang · Answer

tell them you need another chance, tell them you can do this, ask for the chance

Moonmin05 · Answer

i told them this but every time it lead to fights ...i won't be happy ever if i do that or if i don't acheive my goal .. i always wanted to help ppl with my skills and i don't want anything more than that i love helping PPL around me

shivang · Answer

ek baar or kar agar mana kar de to apna doctor vaali line continue kar bina kisi excuse ke

Moonmin05 · Answer

hm.. thanku for understanding bt ab hm ni smjha skte isliye ab jo hmara mn h whi krenge

shivang · Answer

nice yahi to soon na chaata tha mai

shivang · Answer

are you on insta

Moonmin05 · Answer

yeah

shivang · Answer

1 follow do yaar gareeb ko

Moonmin05 · Answer

hahaha .. oh

Moonmin05 · Answer

yeah

shivang · Answer

thanks 👍

Moonmin05 · Answer

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