same feeling here. if you live alone, cry it out. if you live with someone, cry a river in the shower. cry as long as you want to or until you are exhausted of crying more and life less.
I hope I can cry,I can't cry I can't out I can't do any, when the house not empty I can't cry and take off all my sadness, my parents so strict i just want out just to cry and cry and cry untill I'm done
I know how you have to control your tears and how it makes your heart ache, physically. but there is no alternative for crying. you have to let that out until your eyes ache and your heart aches a little.