my ex and I broke up 2 months ago, a month ago I liked this nice guy and er dated ik it's early which scares me eventhough he's very sweet and patient. my ex and I are good friends and today I received that he was diagnosed with lung cancer early stages and curable but it hurts me because I feel like I have still feelings for him. I'm 19 in university with no job because my parents want me to focus on my studies they don't know that I suffer or that I cry myself to sleep which is why I don't want a therapist. I can't really talk to my best friends or close friends because they don't really get it, they try to calm me down but I feel like I need more than just "it's gonna be okay" if you're free and interested in listening plz text me so I can vent privately I don't mind any gender or sexuality but I find myself more comfortable around women from the LGBTQ ❤️❤️it'll be very much appreciated