I ruined my life. All my life choices are bad. I completely fucked up this time by marrying the wrong person. I have been unemployed for the last 7 months. I am broke AF. I feel so stuck. I can't breathe. I want to go back to my parents but I can't. Nothing is okay. Husband's family is bankrupt. Nothing is worse than money problems. My parents never put me in that position to feel so unsafe all the time. Financial problems is going to kill me soon. I am about to give up. I see everyone enjoying and living their best life and here I am crying and having panic attacks everyday. I don't know how long I can go on like this. its been 7 months. I can't live this life. I have nowhere to go. I can't see myself ruin my life.