I feel like I'm so sensitive to the emotions of all those around me and that I feel them so deeply that I've just become a people pleaser if I step even a toe out of the line I feel miserable for having shaken things up. It makes me feel stupid and petty. It makes me not want to express myself at all.

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mitu2 · Answer

express yourself don't hide your emotions...

amazedbaboon0 · Answer

I'm so repressed at this point that I feel burdened for a whole day even if I've just made somebody frown a little bit. I keep justifying my actions to myself or anybody around willing to listen but why should I everybody reacts the way they want and I should be entitled to my own reactions and opinions. I know this logically but emotionally I just feel like I always want everybody to get along and be happy

mitu2 · Answer

why any reason?

amazedbaboon0 · Answer

I guess years of always feeling like the last person of importance in any room that now i just look for reasons to make myself feel this way even if it might not be true and if I ever do end up expressing myself I just tell myself I'm stupid and I never should have done anything and I should just fade into the background

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I am suffering from ocd