i was feeling nuts. the whole day spent in silence. got no friends here. asked one of my colleague if he was free in the evening, he said he is going out with his family. i asked another friend, he said he is on a date. now there is another colleague of mine who lives the closest to me, but I wasn't sure bout Asking her. 1. she is my colleague 2. i was just asking her for a coffee, it wouldn't matter if she was a girl or boy or a transgender i just wanted to talk and have some time with someone. i was thinking nah, just leave it, but i ended asking her anyway. but she said she is living with her bf that day so nope. i felt a bit of awkward. bcz i didn't want to send the wrong message. i just hope she took my invitation as a Normal gesture not otherwise. cz she is an asset. and saved my ass in work a lot of times. i don't have feelings for her, i just feel good bcz she is dependable when it comes to certain problems.
sorry that's a long answer. 😅
its ok.... ask her some day or fix a day with her in advance
u can watch movies or TV show in ur free time
or read some books
tv well i can watch but it's pointless bcz i won't understand the language, there is a big language difference in south and northern part and m from the eastern part😅, just with Amazon prime but you know once or twice is fine. but for almost 2 months it gets a bit tiresome. really felt like I wish I could go out etc. or even talk to someone. over the phone and r chat etc. but none is there. i get called 4days a week from my house to check up on me. but that's it...
book yeah. good idea. i just ordered one from Amazon.
u can watch Hollywood movies or TV shows
do u try to connect with with people around u in ur workplace?
oh i too ordered a book from Amazon andnits coming tomorrow!.....btw which book did u ordered?
well i have a job which has to work from but I gotta be at that specific area. which is about 1400km from home. so only time I link up with people when m having a meeting etc.
i ordered book on SCP Foundation, Aghori, and Pather Panchali.
Hollywood movies yes i do watch them. i just watched No country for old men today.
oh cool it's in my watchlist...how was the movie?
it's good. i won't spoil the details but not bad. but there is one classic movie i want to add to your watch list. they movie is "12 angry men".