don't bother. they will become good part of your life you will get attached and they will start behaving as you never existed
blissfullizard2
so you want to say being alone is better than being with friends??
Alastinson
yes I mean Don't you think being alone when u r actually alone is Better than being alone by surrounded with people
Alastinson
I don't know you may actually find some good people but ..they only be with you untill u behave the way they want and as soon as u start taking Youself in consideration they will have problems
blissfullizard2
but we are social animals seeing people with lot of friends deep down kills when u think there is no person in this world to share the feelings and companionship
blissfullizard2
yeah, it's true no one actually like the true self everyone is there till we act and behave according to Thier wishes
Alastinson
I know it kills and it's awful u will feel depressed and jealous and pathetic at same time . m going through same i have friends and they are ignoring me acting as if i don't matter and i mean nothing but they immediately contact when they need something
blissfullizard2
yeah same is the case with me; I have helped so many friends in Thier studies and helped them in getting job but after that they forget me as if I never existed.
Alastinson
exactly then what's the point of having them or making new friends.. making friends should be effort less it should bring joy excitement but here we are worried afraid depressed
blissfullizard2
yeah, but I think then it's not in my fate have a friend .
blissfullizard2
We don't get here everything of our liking :(
Alastinson
that's what I think. i m literally trying my best to be mentally strong enough so i don't need anyone in my life
blissfullizard2
I am also but truth is deep down I crave for a companionship, it's been months since I sitting alone on sea shore, roaming in Karachi alone..it's quite hard.
Alastinson
I understand. it's really hard when u don't have people who genuinely care about u who wants to spend time with u
blissfullizard2
yeah, I don't know why always run for the people and they always show a cold response...