I am in university. I am struggling to do work at all. there's a lot of it. I can't start my work. My mental health has taken a plunge. I have been trying to get help for my mental health but no dice all I got was antidepressants, a conversation ,and therapy at school. Honestly I don't know if either is working because I don't feel okay anymore,I feel as if I mostly drowsy or sad but can't cry. I'm mostly distracted by a friend or some random useless activity so I don't notice. My mental health became bad enough that I can't pursue school work like I did in the first semester and this sudden change shocked me as I still can't get myself to my work. I am also discovering new things about me that are also causing me problems. I am now in a closet, my libido is also intertwining itself messing with my school work ,and I can't shake the feeling that all of this is me. My fault my delusions hallucinations dreams, problems I need in my life and or attention.am I a bad person?do I need help?