hey anyone free to talk

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hii

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hii

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i want to talk about my OCD that scares me from a long time ago

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okay, I can listen

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I'm going through this since 2020 i had a lot of ocd till now but at times they are going

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but now I'm going through hocd  please don't judge me I'm a straight girl but my OCD scared the shit out of me

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and if I'll watch something on tv like that accidentally it's scared me alot i don't shit with girls much

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i don't like if any girl touch me even for that matter my own mother

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hey are you there

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no girl...for me everyone is human...I don't consider these people different

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i am

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but i do and that my point of view

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i hate them

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why

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because of my OCD

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maybe your hate is the reason of these recurring thoughts?

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like even a tiny bit of concidence fear me

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i don't understand can you tell y

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me*

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i don't go out much because of my mind

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i have gonna through a lot because of my OCD

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if you wanna clear more things about your thoughts ...you can

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before this i used to have religious ocd so if I'm passing by any temple or something my mind started saying bad things

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many times i avoid to go on that road

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how?

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does your mind make you do something because of these thoughts?

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do i never does anything bad but this thoughts are the problems

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because of this thoughts i ger anxiety

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i try to accept my thoughts but it's gave me alot of fears

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fears like?

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i just fear of those thoughts and makes me feel like I'm a bad person and like this

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No,  being a bad person is not at all relate to any sexuality. It is about your intentions and your actions

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but I'm straight

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and i know it but my mind is playing with me and scared me

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these are thoughts...maybe you should never take actions according to them..and you will be fine

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but don't consider yourself bad person just because your brain is saying something yoh don't want

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i never took any action according to my thoughts

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but you know it's became a phobia for me now

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yeah that's for understanding

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I'm straight right?

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yes you must be.

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i am

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you are afraid of girls?

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a little if even my mother touch me i got anxiety

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fear

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fear can be tackled only by facing it

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how my mind well say anything and how i face it

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if those intrusive thoughts come again...maybe you should question them...

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ok I'll try

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I am suffering from ocd