I can't fucking do this anymore. I really can't. whatever I do I get blamed and bullied for it. I've tried killing myself in the past months but was unsuccessful. I sh myself and I can't stop. everywhere I get bullied. I try to make friends irl but I'm unsuccessful, I try to make friends online, they bully me cuz I'm a woman. it hurts man. the man I loved fucking cheated on me and I went back to him again because I was fucking desperate to be loved, even if it was fake. all my best friends have stopped talking to me and ignoring me. Everytime I try to do something I end up embarrassing myself. and it hurts so much that I don't even have anyone to talk to. I just wanna try to make it through atleast this year.
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I can't fucking do this anymore. I really can't. whatever I do I get blamed and bullied for it. I've tried killing myself in the past months but was unsuccessful. I sh myself and I can't stop. everywhere I get bullied. I try to make friends irl but I'm unsuccessful, I try to make friends online, they bully me cuz I'm a woman. it hurts man. the man I loved fucking cheated on me and I went back to him again because I was fucking desperate to be loved, even if it was fake. all my best friends have stopped talking to me and ignoring me. Everytime I try to do something I end up embarrassing myself. and it hurts so much that I don't even have anyone to talk to. I just wanna try to make it through atleast this year.

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