Hello There! i want to vent a little. My name is... that does not matter really, i am an addict, my brothers are addicts, my mom and dad too. I 've been to some hard times recently, i lost all my friends and acquaintances because as the saying goes "Never do good things that seems bad" well, thats the direct translation from spanish. I consume klonopin since 2018, right now im hooked with it, i know i cant let it so simply that i will need treatment or i will die. the thing is, everyone knew about this, a friend of mine about 5 months ago asked me if i can buy her a box since she was having anxiety attacks for consuming crack, thats what she said, but i am a suicidal with a history before and when i gave her the box i recognized in her eyes for what she wanted the box, she spent the night at my house, we talked about her feelings but i forgot to take her box from her, she did not try to do it with that box, but she later tried to do it in other way, everyone blamed me, i blame myself.