I feel extremely empty and I really do not know how to handle this I feel absolutely pointless and misserable. I think that the girl i like doesn't like me back. I also feel stressed about my future since I'm doubting all my plans I have made so far and I think I'm not the best friend that I can be, I feel like I'm too self centered and maybe egotistical. All of my relationships are kind off meaningless right now, sure I'm having fun and I'm hanging out with a lot of people, but these people don't have as much of a meaning as my previous friends used to have. This summer i absolutely had the best time ever, i traveled and hanged out with people, yet that feels pointless rn. All of these awful feelings are torturing me right now and I feel powerless, most of my free time is spent listening to music and staring at the ceeling contemplating life, I miss the times when I actually enjoyed doing productive stuff or even gaming. I'm really lost in life rn. Thanks for listening to my vent.