The last time my sister was away was for 3 months and as a teen who had someone with her 24/7 i felt lonely and used to record my own shit in my notepad because I thought I had Noone. after my sister was home all that stopped and now she's going again fr 4 months. I just don't wanna feel like that again its just way too depressing. iM in 12th so it's distracting too and just the thought of going through that again is making me cry ....
