according to previous post.. It making me sad angry, helpless anxiety about my future, sometimes I get life ending thoughts also.I want my parents to be happy and I want to achieve my goal. but my father and mother are not any work and can not support me financially and I don't want money from my brother. I don't know what to do. My sisterinlaw also didn't understand me she also looks me in a different way. I don't want to be in this house. I think I have too much ego and I am not accepting reality. I want to accept reality, but if I accept that I will be valued less than shit as I caused so much angry to people when I was studying and didn't talk with people. I feel like I want to go back and change all the mistakes I did and to restart my life again. I lost around 3la to online scam also because of a girl. This also ripping me apart. I am not even hungry these days I don't care what I am eating &drink.As I don't talk with other people, my brother is taking full advantage and