I'm glad that I could talk and receive opinions from strangers on this app. It makes me feel at ease now. So, as I was saying earlier I feel depressed and I attempted suicide because I got tired of crying and crying every day for 4 years now. Because I got bullied and backstabbed by my so called friends. They resented me for dating our rich guy classmate. And it hurt me a lot because I feel betrayed. I thought they were my friends and they are real ones. But before that thing happened. The Guy that I was dating had a crush on my friend and on me but it turns out that this friend of mine has a boyfriend at that time so he didn't pursued her and he pursued me instead because I was available. I was hesitant of his feelings at first so it took him months of a lot of effort making me feel loved and special before I said yes. And then when we were together already this friend of mine. and her other friends bullied and backstabbed me. That hurt me for 4 years now. Because it got me to....

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bubblysnipe9 · Answer

Because it got me to thinking that what was wrong with me. It was 4 years of sleepless nights with a lot of attempted suicide to get through this day. It got me also traumatized for not speaking to other people because it'll start my mind to overthink what they think of me as a person. Now, that we're back on school with my bf and those so called friends we hang out now but I couldn't still moved on from what they did. And earlier this day I feel like my boyfriend seems to be enjoying their company. And that makes me feel sad and betrayed. Was I being to overreacting right now for feeling this way?

starlord514 · Answer

noo yaar...its ok to feel that way...please dont feel bad... because its not ur mistake...and try to stop thinking about them...u find new people...and im sure they will love you as u are...keep searching...im sure ull find someone

Frustrating

help me please

how do I change for the better?

I love him so much and just feel empty without him