tu chup reh na chutiye tujhe acha nhi laga to chup reh bhonk kyun rha hae yha @saksham
sleepyhead23
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hey what happened??
lonelylullabie12
@saksham07 what do you know about me and my life? how do you know what I'm feeling? Dying isn't an option for others, but for me it is. And sooner or later I'm gonna do it. I don't need any help anymore. All I wanted was to find some kind and comforting words because I am all alone. Now I think it was another mistake. thank you!
lonelylullabie12
@sleepyhead23 thank you for your support. I will quit now! I'm glad that others can find companies here and help! have a good life!
_LoneWolf_
you are good the way you are. i understand your feelings, I have gone through that too.
sleepyhead23
you know there was a time when I posted the same thing here...."i quit" that's it...... because i wanted to end my life and actually I had poison in my hands but before drinking that shit.....i got a flashback from the past....the day i was born..my mom always told me she cried not because she had gone through so much pain but because "mae kaali paida hui thi😂" and i was born very weak doctor told my mom ki mae nhi bachungi....and the one thing my mom dad did was prayed prayed and prayed to god...bohat saari mannate maangi...etc ,i remember this because my told me everytime that beta jab bhi marnne ka khayal aaye na toh humare baare mae ek baar soch lena aur iss din ke baare mae sochna ki tujhse agar bhagwan chahate toh usi din tujhse Teri zindagi leja sakte ....naya jeevan nhi dete kuch toh socha toh hoga unhone tere liye....hum sochte hae ki zindgi mae kuch nhi rakha , everyone is better without me but aisa nhi hae....no-one loves you like your parents , sometimes things get complicated with them but that doesn't mean they don't love us...and no you are not alone i am also a worst human being......yeh saale homo sapiens hae hi harami ,laag jaate hae eek dusre ko neecha dikhane mae ,hurt karne mae jaane aan jaane mae hi sahi. kya lagta hae jaane anjaane mae humne kisiko same feel nhi karwaya hoga?? zarror hoga(sochna iss baare mae but jyada nhi)! Girl you get only one life remember that,and never give anyone the right to take that away from you.....and you don't need anyone trust me,some day you will look back and think and laugh about the fact that you really wanted to end this beautiful life... because somebody didn't need you! Girlllllllll you are amazing and you will continue to stay amazing and very very strong ❤️
sleepyhead23
don't be afraid about anything in life.....life seems hard and complicated but it's beautiful too.(might be hard to believe) and if youuu better feeeell very very lonely orrrrr very very sadddd just text me🙃 i will make you feel good!(sounds creepy 😂)