Out of fear, you cannot live like this forever. Either you pretend to be someone else, or you come out of the closet. I understand that coming out is not as easy as said, especially in non contemporary households. But eventually you have gotta do it. Don't worry about what people are gonna think about you. Those who stay the same with you are your true friends. Those who judge you are maybe not. You'll know once and for all who the real ones are. Also, on an encouraging note, people are being more accepting of sexual preferences. But yes, your family is ofcourse important. Is there anybody close in your family whom you can confide in? Perhaps a cousin? Maybe they can guide you in the process. What I mean to say is, you have to tell your family. It doesn't have to be in a day or two but take your time, think over how you're gonna do it and what your reaction to their responses might be. But once you come out, think of how many others you'll inspire to do the same. There might be many going through the same. Be the game changer, be you 😊

Hey! Thanks for reaching out. I can understand that it must be stressing you out. Don’t break this all of a sudden yo your parents, try to condition them slowly. Talk to them about things, how well people have been accepting the transition. And then once you feel that they have understood then break this news to them. They are your parents they will understand and accept you. Are you confused about your sexuality ?