My wife cheated on me, as a result of which we're currently going through a divorce. Since then I've slipped into alcoholism. I feel so angry at her and inadequate in my own capabilities. I don't know how to deal With my emotions so I just keep drinking but yesterday I joined an office meet hungover and my boss said that showing up hungover each day is inappropriate behaviour. I'm scared that I will get fired but I still can't stop drinking.