I am an 18-year-old boy who has lost himself and his identity by loving someone else more than myself. Yesterday night having a conversation with her she revealed that I'm just her very nice friend but not best friend but I've considered her as my closest friend, this thing hurts me a lot and since then I'm very lonely and I seriously don't get any friends I am just a loner. Most of the days I'm crying all day and I just want to be happy and live my life. I am living in denial I have given up upon everything I am fed up of crying every day. I just need someone who is by my side end of day and I also don't want to lose her.