Angry on myself... please read and suggest

Question

hi all, maybe most of you know that I have changed my company 5 months ago and joined new one for learning a new tool more openly on which I have worked little in previous one . till today I get to work in that tool and it was good to learn it but now company is changing teams for another tool on which their tasks are increasing..so I don't know why I became a part of this change,..was it because I hesitated during team calls to ask for more challenging tasks ...this happens because of my nature and low self confidence that I can work on challenging things but cannot ask it due to low confidence....so does that indicated I am not interested in that tool and other colleagues are saying that this new tool doesn't have much scope...so I am angry on myself as why I am not able to say it clearly that I will not work on new tool as it does not have scope.. also I am in my probation period so I don't have wisdom to take stand for myself and again due to low self esteem... what should I do

anonymous666 · Answer

Hey..is there any provision to change it now. Like if u still want to work with the previous one talking abt it to a snr that u are closer might help no? ik it might feel scary but we have to be practical. just think like what's the worse that could happen.

cynicalthrush8 · Answer

I can't say for sure, I meant I can directly say No that I don't want to work in new one but the thing is I usually think that those colleagues can say direct No who has confidence in their skills and they don't fear or change company anytime if they don't want their work of interest... but I am not very confident on the previous tool yet as I was in learning phase...I hope you get my point..

anonymous666 · Answer

yeah I get it. even I feel the same most times and I'm not a suitable person to give advice here cuz I've given up on so many opportunities just because I'm not confident enough but the thing is we can only gain that confidence but trying it out no. nobody's born experienced we will gain it by practice

cynicalthrush8 · Answer

yes you are correct....the managers are saying that we will be called back after few months in the previous tool once the workload in the new one gets decreased....so will it be wrong if I trust them...I mean I know their saying can change later on but for now, should I trust them ?

anonymous666 · Answer

idk how the system works at ur company bro. Considering the previous activities what do u think? are they trust worthy? if yes I would say compromise for a little while until u are put back in the previous one since u are still on probation otherwise just let them know you would like to continue with the previous one

anonymous666 · Answer

do u mind telling me what these tools are..I'm just curious

cynicalthrush8 · Answer

one is Boomi , the previous one, and new one is XML on eclipse

anonymous666 · Answer

okay..I hope u figure that out. Just go with ur mind and don't stress too much

cynicalthrush8 · Answer

for me, I am guessing to trust once the managers....and will work on the new one for 2-3 months and will keep talking to managers about return back to previous tool

anonymous666 · Answer

yeah go with that...Good luck

cynicalthrush8 · Answer

thank you so much

I am too boring person

my bf said he will break up

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