merry Christmas guys I think am going into depression slowly my aunt that I stayed with b4 going to college in another state said somethings bad about me ND I really love this aunt when I heard some of what was said that I did I was like is it me that did it or someone else we stayedike a year ND I love this my aunt moving on ND 4getting about her ND fam is hard I have tried it ND itz not working I usually call her ND when she answers itz like am disturbing her so I stopped calling her she acted as if I was disturbing her badly I really felt it most times when she post a picture I still can't believe she moved on without me like my months I spent with her I really loved her I would do anything she tells me although I may be stubborn at times or having cramps I still try to see reasons but this Christmas I saw a family picture of her ND her family ND I was like how did she move on without me it's like I don't even exist again I keep hoping she calls every day but it doesn't happen