From last year, I have started to feel low always. I dont like going out, taking to people, or doing daily chores. I get itritated over small things and minor stress freaks me out. I am a medical student and I have my exams from March, as my preparation is not upto the mark, and I fear of flunking, I am having immense suicidal thoughts everyday. I dont feel comfortable sharing this with my close friends too I am too afraid, I will be judged. Neither do I feel like studying nor any other activites. I just lie all day with my phone watching stupid videos. Help me out please.